Rohinton Daruwala
Winter 2017 * Guava Cheese
You start out thin, yellow and uncertain. This is when you learn to stir, when you learn that care requires not just passion or dedication, but rhythm, timing and doggedness. You remember just how much sugar you've put in, so much sugar, but if you don't stir and stir every thickening minute, you risk some of it coming back up as burnt up bitterness. Never mind though, your flavour's rich enough for it not to matter so much. Three hours of stirring that seem like decades, and you're close to the end. Stirring and stirring, reduced down and thick, rich, brown, sweet, it rouses itself in the pot like an animal ready to leave the nest. So you spread it out to cool with the hope that it will be as beautiful as you willed it to be, and as you wait, you realise that not all seeds need be planted to give life, some are ground down so that their bodies can bring and hold together generations of work - grains of wisdom in the vast body of love. * Water Talk Mornings It drips down staircases, flows through closed windows, disturbs snored-on or fornicated-on sheets, dissolves sleep - the sound of running water or voices angrily reproaching water as if it were an absent lover. Public Schemes A water tanker's spigot opened and aimed at the narrow neck of a single plastic bottle. Extravagance These days fountains do not make you smile, rather you long to bend down under each one, close the taps that feed them and hope that they can cover your dreams with a wet blanket of security. * |
Rohinton Daruwala lives and works in Pune, India. He writes code for a living, and speculative fiction and poetry in his spare time.
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